[Verse 1]
That shame I felt for being a secret depressive
Pretending to be fine all day, saying what I didn't mean, being still
Outside it never rained, inside there is a storm
Then it is dyed with ink 90
And what hurt me the most is that no one noticed
Even if they realized
[Chorus]
I lost count of the nights I cried
Nobody knows what is not seen
Because on those nights there are only the two of us
Without realizing it, I tattooed thе scar
Today I look at her and I know that I'm still here
And I think of thе nights we both spent
[Post-Chorus]
And it never dawned
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
It never dawned
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
[Verse 2]
Hey
Thinking that everything is a mystery
And realize when it got serious
When you are more afraid of yourself than the cemetery itself
Because the bigger the empire
The echo of being alone in captivity hurts more
[Bridge]
And I locked myself in
Inside my own skin
And I stayed
In that hotel room
And I burned
Looking at the fire and the smoke that don't let me see
[Chorus]
I lost count of the nights I cried
Nobody knows what is not seen
Because on those nights there are only the two of us
Without realizing it, I tattooed the scar
Today I look at her and I know that I'm still here
And I think of the nights we both spent
[Post-Coro]
And it never dawned
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
It never dawned
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
And it never dawned
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
It never dawned
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
And it never dawn—