I stop for a bento box and a beer from the convenience store
On the bike ride home
Then do it again every day
Even living alone accompanies the theater life
I handled it better than I thought
But at the same time, I'm still kind of sad
The real me was nowhere to be found
It's astonishing how much people change
But even sadness can't stand up to a bowl of rice
Here's to silly little me
Time will wear out the peaks and valleys in me
A song I used to hate, I now once in a while
Find myself yelling along to as I ride back from shopping
That's right, I'm the weird lady
Nowadays, "I want to disappear" doesn't cross my mind
But then again, I've no time to think
What with my daily rehab sessions
Yes, I still have mental problems
But in as many mirrors as there are people
You find angles that make you look cute
The moment I realized this, my suffering, and my youth, ended
The people I looked up to, I can't even tell where they are
It's for the better
No doubt the memories are prettier than the truth
I'll just put those away in the drawer
To look at sometimes, with a grin
At long last, I've found the real me
Just as, come tomorrow
I will also know how to find someone else
Even if I can't be the me I always wanted
That doesn't make it a waste
I can say that for certain now
As I come back from the store, I look at the beautiful sunset and cry
That's right, I'm the weird lady
I'm the happy comedian