[Verse 1]
My housedoor, a threshold
Because behind every edge, there wait hundred fears
Alone here, no crowd
And it forces me to think about what I suppress otherwise
Because I think of people I haven't thought of for days
Wanted to contact me and didn't do it again
Huge apartment, but in me this claustrophobia, claustrophobia
[Pre-Chorus]
Home waits
Nothing again
Except the panic in me
[Refrain]
I don't like myself when I'm alone
Because the thoughts that comе weigh hundred tons
Becausе everything sounds so lonely somehow
And I wish for it but I can't escape it
Because in bathroom mirror
I see the eyes that make other eyes cry
And I know it's correct
I don't like myself when I'm alone
[Verse 2]
Stare at the holes on the ceiling, yeah, until it falls on my head
Don't put up with myself and ask me who can put up with me
Fall from all the clouds and hope that nobody notices
Why am I feeling so cold if I'm burning out right now?
If I think of the words that I haven't said again sadly
Ask me when I was the last time I laughed alone
I believe my room in the end is just a sleeping spot
[Pre-Chorus]
Home waits
Nothing again
Except the panic in me
[Refrain]
I don't like myself when I'm alone
Because the thoughts that come weigh hundred tons
Because everything sounds so lonely somehow
And I wish for it but I can't escape it
Because in bathroom mirror
I see the eyes that make other eyes cry
And I know it's correct
I don't like myself when I'm alone
[Post-Chorus]
I don't like myself when I'm alone
I don't like myself when I'm alone
[Outro]
I don't like myself when I'm alone
Tell me where should I be
So I won't be alone with myself?