You ask me, “Are you okay? You ask me if I’m okay
Even though it’s hard for you too
Your voice over the phone trembled and I realized something important
I almost forgot in the busyness of my life
The person I wanted to be
You’re the one who reminds me of who I wanted to be
There are so many things that can go wrong, I’m afraid of the sunrise
But I don’t want to run away anymore
I’ll be fine. Even in the mornings when you’re not here
I’m gonna make it. I’m gonna make it
I’ll be proud of myself the next time I see you
I want to make you smile and not tell you to hang in there
I can do that. I can do that
When I’m in pain
I’ll draw you on the back of my eyelids
More important than being by your side
I wonder if my dreams are more important than being by your side
I wonder what you’d say if I were to say something so weak
It’s too far away to be ideal But I’ll reach out and get hurt
Is that the right thing to do?
I wish I could realize just how little love there is
Even on mornings when there’s no room
I know it’s hard
Thank you for always being there for me
I feel like I’m about to cry
I’ve been in the habit of pretending it’s nothing
I want to do something about it
“I’d be happy if you could just be yourself
I’m fine
You murmured in a gentle voice
I wish I could recognize a little love
Even on mornings when there’s no room
I know it’s hard, but Ah
I’ll be fine, even in the mornings when you’re not here
I can make it work
I’ll be proud of myself the next time I see you
I want to make you smile and not tell you to work harder
Yes, there’s something I can do
When I’m in pain
I’ll draw you on the back of my eyelids
“I’ll see you later
Thank you for everything.”