Just the beginning? I wonder why, I'm happy but
I'm traumatized of something slowly leaving me
"Don't leave me" "I want to be beside you"
You say "It's okay" but
Sorry, I'm half doubting. Morning comes again
It's rude, I'm doubting happiness
I'll forget, I'll feel ease watching you
But behind this fun, I'm worried
So I don't want to but I become a little more mindful
At first our relationship was like best friends
Days without seeing each other overflowed
I get scared of your reactions and imagine about it alone
Love is deep and difficult
If I become distant, you pull me in and get crazy
Nobody is at fault but I apologize
If I become close, you push me away
Sometimes I want to know the meaning
"I love you" is a feeling we can't see
In the end, I'm alive because of you
I'll make you happy, I'll work hard to continue it
All the smiles and holding hands we've done
I'll chase you so it doesn't become a lie, so you don't get bored
Just the beginning? I wonder why, I'm happy but
I'm traumatized of something slowly leaving me
"Don't leave me" "I want to be beside you"
You say "It's okay" but
Sorry, I'm half doubting. Morning comes again
It's rude, I'm doubting happiness
I'll forget, I'll feel ease watching you
But behind this fun, I'm worried
So I don't want to but I become a little more mindful