[Verse 1]
And it’s hard beating a contradiction
I hate those who turn to rap but look I’m hypocriting
I hate those who search for love in every song they’ve written
But I’m midnight star onna vinyl when the needle hit it
I hate those who search for love in every song they’ve written
But I’m midnight star onna vinyl when the needle hit it
[Verse 2]
And it’s hard beating the odds harder praying em’ away I feel like I’m bothering God
Seems like the more that I try the more fortified my demons become and they multiply
At times I wish I could gift wrap the globe
And put this rap on hold so I could give our love a home
But rather give you thread for your heart to be sewn
Grab a delorean and dissipate my wrongs
She left cus of the lies I bread, ironic karma got me in the frying pan
Got me struggling over cliches, awkward heys, used to her returning thought goodbye was just a saying
Thought some time apart was just a phase but I
Get choked up when I think about the way we used to waive off, struggles and dangerous
Now it’s just some history between strangers well
Laughing to cope with my without you world
But when isolated my emotions unfurl
And memories run down my cheek as I reminisce twigs split and it turns to a creek
But, I guess that’s what I reap I keep