[Verse 1]
It's been a while since I—
Been a while since I looked at myself
When I was a child I used to say I was gon' grow up, be somethin' someday
I guess I'm doin' alright, but there's always gonna be somethin' better
Way too many long nights with the wrong vice, I want a life I remember
I just want to write a song like somethin' God might listen to when he's stressed out
When I was high, it was let down
Got to remember that I'm blessed now
I'm feelin' way too high
I run away a lot
Sometimes I really hate my thoughts
It gets strange in my brain with no umbrella, but I stay in the rain
It's been a while since I—
It's been a while since I looked at myself
[Verse 2]
Life be so strange (So strange)
That's why you gotta see both ways (Both ways)
And when it don't feel right right here, then you gotta relocate (Uh-huh)
And we all feel, even if we don't feel the same
But don't gotta be stuck in one place no more, we can relocate
Never fly, but you always see those planes
I get jealous
We always try, but we don't change
No matter what they tell us, yeah
Head space full of dead weight
When I'm stressed, still puttin' on my best face
Never let 'em see no pain
[Instrumental]