It's said and done, there's no turning back
I've made my choice, now i've gotta face the facts
Within myself, the hunger won't be subdued
Because I can't have my cake and eat it too
I'm worn down from fighting with myself
I'll save my life and lose my mental health
I'm wigging out, everthing is turning round
A bitter taste - no comfort to be found
An emptiness wells inside me
There's no filling the void that will always be
A self-control is all i have to hold
It's been too long
Maybe I have been to bold
When you're by your own conviction
Discipline can be your addiction
I'm worn down form fighting with myself
I'll save my life and lose my mental health
I've gone this far so I'll kepp trying
Continue to fight, I hope that I don't end up dying