I’ve been away
I’ve been home
I’ve been in crowds
I’ve been alone
I’ve been dumb and also smart
Both at once, sometimes apart
I’ve been unclear
But that’s neither here nor there
Try harder still
Make up my mind if you will
Try harder still
Make up my mind
I’ve shown up
I’ve done the work
I still can’t figure out
What I’m worth
Try harder still
Make up my mind if you will
Try harder still
Make up my mind