[Intro]
Huh, *inhales*
What the fuck?
[Chorus]
I can't take myself sometimes
Maybe we're a wreck, but I'ma hold your head
Mine is such a mess sometimes
You say it's for the best when you ripped it out my chest
I worry 'bout your health sometimes
You're distant as it gets, you lost another friend
And I could've fuckin' helped that time
My excuse was I'm depressed, I'll regret 'til I'm dead
I'll regret 'til I'm—
[Verse 1]
Too many emotions floatin' through my head like
I'm a deer, eyes locked on the headlights
I don't need friends, bitch, I thought you lived your best life
Don't hit my phone, don't give a fuck 'bout what your head like
I know I could get better, I just bring rainy weather
I don't fuck with your friends, and they're not fond of me either
That's why I dip, I don't need it, everybody conceited
Everybody think they're owed shit, I don't believe it
[Pre-Chorus]
Sometimes I think no one thinks like I do
Why would you think I would be writin' this to spite you?
I'm only writin' just to calm down the spiral
So many thoughts, please just be mindful
[Chorus]
I can't take myself sometimes
Maybe we're a wreck, but I'ma hold your head
Mine is such a mess sometimes
You say it's for the best when you ripped it out my chest
I worry 'bout your health sometimes
You're distant as it gets, you lost another friend
And I could've fuckin' helped that time
My excuse was I'm depressed, I'll regret 'til I'm dead
I'll regret 'til I'm—
[Verse 2]
Back on the same old sad songs
I almost ended it, I almost had to finish it
My life, it was a wreck, it was a bad one
Took the stage, they scream my song like it's an anthem
Y'all really saved my life, was grindin' every night
Was runnin' from my pain, was playin' with a knife
Don't listen to what they say, I tried it every way
I'm still a person with some issues, still I can't complain
[Pre-Chorus]
Sometimes I think no one thinks like I do
Why would you think I would be writin' this to spite you?
I'm only writin' just to calm down the spiral
So many thoughts, please just be mindful
[Chorus]
I can't take myself sometimes
Maybe we're a wreck, but I'ma hold your head
Mine is such a mess sometimes
You say it's for the best when you ripped it out my chest
I worry 'bout your health sometimes
You're distant as it gets, you lost another friend
And I could've fuckin' helped that time
My excuse was I'm depressed, I'll regret 'til I'm dead
I'll regret 'til I'm—
[Outro]
What the fuck?