I can't cry, I'm too anxious
Restless mind, I can't shake this
Said I'm fine but we both know I'm faking
I'm not feeling numb, I'm just feeling everything at once
Hate when you ask how I'm doing

I know that you're just assuming

I'm better now, not bleeding out

Get outta bed on a good day

Lately that's all I can do, hey

I go through hell to hide myself



I think about new ways to hurt me

But don't want my mother to see

It's not that I feel undeserving

Just blame it on the chemistry

That's why



I can't cry, I'm too anxious

Restless mind, I can't shake this

Said I'm fine but we both know I'm faking

I'm not feeling numb, I'm just feeling everything at once



Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything at once

Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything



Whatever I do I can't slow down

Please don't leave me alone now

'Cause when I stop, my demons talk

I'm coming off apathetic

I play it off like it's an aesthetic

Clearly I care too much, but I'm fooling everyone



I think about new ways to hurt me

But don't want my mother to see

It's not that I feel undeserving

Just blame it on the chemistry

That's why



I can't cry, I'm too anxious

Restless mind, I can't shake this

Said I'm fine but we both know I'm faking

I'm not feeling numb, I'm just feeling everything at once



Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything at once

Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything at once

Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything at once

Oh, oh, I'm just feeling everything at once