[Sample]
Girl you don't know how I feel
Since you been away oh baby
(*Loops throughout*)
[Verse 1]
Can't sleep
2 AM, staring at the ceiling
Doin' nothing but reflecting on feelings
And everything that life has to offer
Feel like a piece gold in a sea of copper
That'll be forgotten once I'm put inside a coffin
Wish the local night clubs were open more often
At least then, I'll have something to do
When my nights alone start to turn blue
Maybe I just think too deep
Still wide awake while everyone is asleep
My future's unclear, I'm so nearsighted
Parties up town, I wish I was invited
I could blaze like it's 4/20 quick
But the very thought of smoking makes me sick
Bad thoughts in the dark, like a backdrop
My bedroom lit up by the glow of my laptop
[Hook]
I find myself awake again
Sitting up in bed, thoughts in my brain
Weighing heavy on my mind
'Till I fall asleep and the dawn arrives
[Verse 2]
I wonder what my friends are up to?
If they were in my shoes, what would they do?
Probably call up their friends
And go out until the night life ends
And when I see them party so heavily
I wish I could delete my jealousy
We only live once man, that's the motto
I wish with them, I was there also
But maybe what I need is a breather
I could say I Don't Care, Sheeran and Bieber
But even I know deep down that isn't true
So I sit alone, actin' like I'm not missin' you
Am I wasting my time doing so?
Acting like I'm okay, when my spirit's broke?
When it comes to joy, I swear I'm on a hunt
'cause this sort of life I don't really want
[Hook] (X2)