Bent over backwards, covered up the pain
But I could always see the sun through pouring rain
Things could be different, could have easily walked away
There's no logic to the fact that I've stayed
We're going round in circles, we've been here before
Abused and used myself again
But when I'm close to you I always lose control
It is a hard time loving
It's a hard time loving, loving you
Sometimes dramatic, we're caught up in this game
Shooting words and try so hard to place the blame
I cannot blame you and I'm not blaming me
This hellish paradise will never set me free
We're going round in circles, we've been here before
Abused and used myself again
But when I'm close to you I always lose control
It is a hard time loving
It's a hard time loving, loving you
It's a hard time loving you
We're going round in circles, we've been here before
Abused and used myself again
But when I'm close to you I always lose control
It is a hard time loving
It's a hard time loving, loving you
It's a hard time loving you