It's like I'm holding on to nothingLike I don't even have myselfIt's like the thought is crashing throughMy lungs and I can't scream for helpAnd as I'm holding on to nothingIt's like there's no way out from hereI never thought I'd be the one to try andOutrun my own fearsYou know it never felt easy pretending when I knew I had lost my wayAll I knew was the darknessAll I felt was the emptiness as it tried to consume meSo I kept wearing crown that just kept weighing me downHeavy headed I fell to my kneesAnd every time i found a light I could keepI just kept pushing and pushing until I drowned it in what was meIt's like I'm holding on to nothingLike I don't even have myselfIt's like the thought is crashing through my lungs and I can't scream for helpAnd as I'm holding on to nothingIt's like there's no way out from hereI never thought I'd be the one to try and outrun my own fearsSo I gave in to the pressureAnd started to forget who I use to beFelt like the weight of the world had pushed me deep undergroundAnd the earth had me surroundedI'd rather burn bright for othersI lost the spark keeping me aliveI pushed myself until the light had burnt outAnd all the hope had been lostAnd I had given up on myselfIt's like I'm holding on to nothingLike I don't even have myselfIt's like the thought is crashing through my lungs and I can't scream for helpAnd as I'm holding on to nothingIt's like there's no way out from hereI never thought I'd be the one to try and outrun my own fearsEven though I was holding you upI confess that it was you that was pulling me underIt was you that was bringing me to my kneesIt's like I'm holding on to nothingLike I don't even have myselfIt's like the thought is crashing through my lungs and I can't scream for helpAnd as I'm holding on to nothingIt's like there's no way out from hereI never thought I'd be the one to try and outrun my own fearsAnd as I'm holding on to nothingIt's like there's no way out from hereI never thought I'd be the one to try and outrun my own fears