If my thoughts could keep you alive
I'd never stop thinking of you
If I could take on these injustices
I'd go through hell to save you
If I could just say, "Goodbye, I love you. "
I'd never stop thinking of you
I remember a time when my face was full of vitality
and my eyes full of innocence
I remember when suppressing thoughts
to feel comfort was just a null concept
Back then, the world felt as if it was colored warm
by rubies and emeralds
This absence is real and it leaves me shattered
Then her lungs failed, as she exhales grey
and everything turns black and white on me
Grandmother, my grand protector, my shield
and sword was gone
This is in honor of you
This is in hopes that I will break the infinite silence
that separates us
This absence is real and it leaves me shattered
Death is the great divider
but in memories true kindness still shines through
And in nothingness we can still find meaning
because in nothingness the lives
we've loved will never be forgotten
Every bond still means something now
as it will years from now