You can not keep your eyes on my
I'm with my hands shaking, oh no
Is that what it's looking like?
Everything you should have done is said no
All you should have done is go away
But baby, that's what you did?
I would have gone home, I would have knocked the door
But all you did was give in
I never thought that would happen
Honey, I never thought it was so weak
I'm putting an end to all the lost time
Watch as I put our moments outside
I'm almost crying
but you do not deserve my tears
So I swallow my own heart
Cause he'll never see me cry
he'll never see me give in
And even if it hurts, I just scratch a phosphorous
In all our swearings and plans for the future
Because you should've said no
You should have thought of us
That time, it was midnight in your car
Our song played on the radio
You should have thought of that
On how my red lipstick stayed on your neck
And how amazing it was to have that wind in our hair
You accelerated down the lonely highway
Just as my heart was also faster
On a summer vacation, California with our friends
I was feeling in a teenage dream
You made me sigh in my room
Whispering poetry in my ear
Darling, did you think about it?
Because if you thought, you should've said no
I left my scarf in your house
That time we spent the night
talking about our lives
And about how we would get married
and live in a small town
I have your letters in a box under my bed
They remind me of the meetings
on the porch of my house
At dawn, step by step, whispers
Because my mother did not know
(Honey, did you think of us?)
I swallow my heart and my hands continue to tremble
I take two steps back and I sigh
This ends now, watch me throw away our whole story
Because you should've said no
You should have gone home