I don't want to be me
Any more than I have to be
I've got too much pride
In my false identity
I can't look in the mirror
Too scared of what's staring back at me
Sticks and stones might break my bones
I'll never live tomorrow all alone
My hope has gone and my hate it has grown
But I'm not crying over sticks and stones
I cross my eyes so I seem distracted
And I'll think happy thoughts for a while
Drown my ears in silence
Just live this lie and fake a smile
Now I'm a friend of a friend but no one cares about that
I flex my name and it got me nothing
For each day gone by don't know which one will be my last
I pray to God he gave me nothing
Someday I'll find the sun
I'll see that light and it will make me strong
Till then I'll be no one
At least that way I'll belong