When love was hard to come by
I searched my soul to find the lack in me
Was I strange?
Or was there something worse?
A hidden curse I had to carry around?
But then I found
Like waking from a spell
After so long
When love was hard to come by
I could be loved
When love was hard to come by
I wore it proudly
The first stripe on my sleeve
But of course the colors ran to grey
Love bled away and nothing else remained
Except a stain
Pathetic memory
Yes, when love, love was hard to come by
Love hurt hard
Anywhere you go
You get over things
You survive
Now, love's no sweat to come by
And bittersweet it does the nagging pain
Then again, what does it really mean?
That I have been in many lover's arms
Somewhere in side
The child is waiting still
Like before
When love was hard to come by
Nothing's clear