[Verse 1]
Part of the process is to restart it
I met up with a friend after 93 days alone
I asked him, “What’s up?”
And he said, “Honest to God, I swear I saw your name
On the obituary some 15 days ago.”
[Chorus]
Thought I would be part of the 27 club, oh
But now I don’t even know if I can get to that old
You take me out, I take myself home
If this life has a punchline, why am I stuck at the joke?
There must be acid in my brain cuz I’m 18 and miserable
[Verse 2]
I feel disjointed
After exercising for 20 hours and still my body doesn’t look good enough
For social media
I’m disappointed
Because I feel like I can’t fulfill your expectations
Honest to God, I swear I’m trying
But I just don’t have it in me to reach up
[Chorus]
Thought I would be part of the 27 club, oh
But now I don’t even know if I can get to that old
You take me out, I take myself home
If this life has a punchline, why am I stuck at the joke?
There must be acid in my brain cuz I’m 18 and miserable
Thought I would be part of the 27 club, oh
But now I don’t even know if I can get to that old
You take me out, I take myself home
If this life was a party, why am I stuck as the host?
There must be something wrong with me
I live a good life, yet I’m writing this song