[Verse 1]
Objective failed, what that entails?
Nerves got the best of me, down and derailed
I nailed out a deep cut, pretty little gash
Uh, it's bleeding again
Not a single person asked!
[Verse 2]
Y'all wasn't around when I was young
And you get the new me for free, what a lucky bunch of bums
Alone, though he runs through his books for fun
Taps his foot on the floor, on the desk he drums
[Verse 3]
Ahhhhh, here it comes
My heart is dry
I'm on my back, facing to the sky
But my view is blocked by my ceiling high
Getting lower and closer, I say goodnight
[Verse 4]
But west is restless with confidеnce tested
[?] flunkеd its stump when I find myself breathless
The reckless thoughts tend to flood my brain
When I'm faced with the race with inevitable pain
[Verse 5]
I could run, hide in a shell
But eventually, I'd outgrow it, come out to face hell
I could ask for help, admit I hate myself
I'd be another buzz on the big shelf
[Verse 6]
I could get into drugs, an escapist
Put my mental crisis on the waitlist
But time doesn't stop, man, I hate this!
The race is starting, we'll see how I face this
{sigh}
I yell when I'm nervous
I yell when I'm nervous
I yell when I'm nervous
I yell when I'm nervous