You are already at that very far place,
Where I cannot reach no matter how far I run –
Will you be safe there?
I think of you as a bad person,
The look in your eyes, your breathing and the warm touches of your hands,
The more I loved the lonelier I got,
To me, who has frozen so white that I find it difficult to speak,
You are the only one in this entire world.
It was more natural than breathing to me,
If I look at the sky, if I look only at the sky,
You come to my mind, I start to cry.
Even only when I’m dreaming, even only in my dreams,
Don’t do anything like look for me,
Because you can never understand, right? How hurt I am.
To me, who has burnt so black that I cannot even remember how to smile,
My mind is filled with you,
I, who tamed it like calming my breathing,
When I look at the sky, when I look at the sky,
I can’t help but cry because you keep coming to my mind.
I should never have met you,
‘We can come out fine in the end’ – it was all a lie,
[You’re my life]
Even only when I’m dreaming, even only in my dreams,
Don’t do anything like look for me,
You’re the only one in this world,
I found it more natural than breathing,
When I look at the sky, when I look only at the sky,
You come to my mind, I start to cry.