I'm thinking 'bout going back to the country
I'm thinking 'bout going back for some air
I'm thinking 'bout how we used to be friends
I wanna tell you but you're not there
So I'm writing you this song I won't send you
In this room that I'm trynna keep clean
Last time you were here
You bought a whole bunch of modafinil
And you couldn't sleep
You know that I'm incapable of changing
Some people just get stuck in their ways
Never thought it'd be me like this
They said I was meant to be brave
The only thing about missing you
Is that I don't miss you at all
Till now, I'm still thinking about you
Since you stopped returning my calls, oh
I think it's a little bit different now
I got a boyfriend and I got a psych
I know that one rеally cares about me
And at least that thе other one tries
Sometimes I still think about dying
No, not the fear but the want
Not quite as much as I did back then
But it's still something I'm trying to work on
You know that I'm incapable of changing
Some people just get stuck in their ways
Never thought it'd be me like this
Yeah I was meant to be brave
But I think about going back to the country
I think about going back for some air
I think about how I can't remember your face
But I know that I used to see it everywhere