I've been thinking lots about my life and
How quick I'd wash it down the drain
Past tense the future, nothing matters now
I act on my own and I'm to blame
Live in a wicked dream, with angst turned out all wrong
Were all so weak, no matter how strong, yeah



[Chorus:]

I tried running away from me

Convince me that I've grown, but I can't

She's so unnaturally, Demons they follow me

I quit running away from me

Convinced that I have grown, but found out

All my reasons for obscenity, all a part of me



I don't like that you're calling me a liar

I don't like that you found out I'm a snake

Been sneaking around for far too long now

I don't like how fast my intentions fade

Karma has beat me down, but the worst is yet to come

Many mistakes and still I'm so young, yeah



[Chorus:]

I tried running away from me

Convince me that I've grown, but I can't

She's so unnaturally, Demons they follow me

I quit running away from me

Convinced that I have grown, but found out

All my reasons for obscenity, all a part of me



I can't

Count how many times

Awakened in fear, nightly

I'm sweating

Dreams

Where promises are made

To no one but myself

Help him

Crushed daily



Don't lend me your hand

I can't trust my self

So how can you trust me



We've all made selfish, bad decisions

We've all tried dishing out the blame

Convinced our selves of our own actions

My problem is I'll never change

In doubt, some good comes out

I'll fold before its time

Can't promise you that its my last time, yeah



[Chorus:]

I tried running away from me

Convince me that I've grown, but I can't

She's so unnaturally, Demons they follow me

I quit running away from me

Convinced that I have grown, but found out

All my reasons for obscenity, all a part of me



Truth won't help you now

All the loves gone too far



Truth won't help you now

All the loves gone too far



I'm scarred, yeah

Demons they follow me, 'cause my insanity



I'm scarred, yeah

Demons they follow me, 'cause my insanity



I'm scarred, yeah

Demons they follow me, 'cause my insanity



I'm scarred, yeah

Demons they follow me, 'cause my insanity