If I'm bein' real
I spent my whole life escapin' the pills
If I'm bein' real, if I'm bein' real
'Cause I'm haunted
By the voice in my head (Yeah, I'm haunted)
I'm haunted
By the taste of that lead (I'm, oh, so, haunted)
I wanted
Too many times to jump off the edge
Thinkin' I was better off dead (I was better off dead)
I'm haunted
Only ever other night (Oh)
I'm haunted
And I wish I knew why (Wish I knew why)
I wanted
Too many times to be gone by the mornin' (By the mornin')
Bein' honest
Yeah, I'm haunted