Swarms of doubt in every breath
Coldly kissing from bed to bed
I felt the secrets boiling in me
And I felt the regret tearing me at the seams
Your silence is telling and your bruises well lit
Hesitation - and your lips are split
I tried my best to fix the damage between us
And I want you to know that I felt that I was dying
The lies opened up and everything reminded me of you
The darkness hit us like a fucking brick
Falling apart with you bit by bit
Your silence is telling and your bruises well lit
Still hesistating - and your lips are split
I tried my best to fix the damage between us
And I want you to know that I never stopped trying
There are moments I return to inside my head
That keep me from acting out again and again
These thoughts that make me feel insane
This fucking burning inside my brain
Isolation must be the thing that's biting down on me
We need to feel like the words are real