Feels like late, getting up now
You got me back and forth, and pacing
And I just cant stop my shaking
So could you help out?
I feel like Im locked down
Like Ill never break out
I feel like Im stuck here with someone whose loving I hate now
Ill break your fucking heart
And I don't want to love you but I still do
I'm about that new shit and you're old news
Yet you'd watch me fall apart if it meant to please you
I deserve so much better
Now you're somebody else
I let you in, now I let myself feel
Empty for the first time in my whole damn life
You know that
I don't really fuck with no one and yet you
Used that
To make me, make me regret that I
Held back
Everything I wanted to say to you
But I know that you won't change
Ill break your fucking heart
And I don't want to love you but I still do
I'm about that new shit and you're old news
Yet you'd watch me fall apart if it meant to please you
I deserve so much better
I've been thinking and I hope you do the same
Cause you're just like me and love to place the blame
Ill go ahead and show you how bad it could be
When everything you love is stripped away
So don't act like I wouldnt break your fucking heart
And I dont wanna love you but I still do
I'm about that new shit and you're old news
Yet you'd watch me fall apart if it meant to please you
I deserve so much better