I was young and I was reckless man
Moved out at seventeen and made my momma mad
I thought I had it all figured out
A pocket full of pills and a forty in my mouth
Peeled out in my big black Chevy
Flipped it six times and I knew that I was ready

To straighten up because my best friend died

I didn't wanna carry on living that life



And now I'm running from the scene

'cause I was caught up in the crime

It's a loaded memory

Yeah, it kills me every time

And I'm trying not to scream but it's eating me alive

I'm still haunted by the best years of

The best years of my life



Yeah, let me take y'all back

I was young and I was helpless man

Self medicating my own depression man

I drank a bottle after breakfast

Took a look in the mirror ripped the rosary off my necklace

Damn

I lost my job so I lost faith

I just saw a baby bump in my girl's waist

I need a drink to feel right

Party with my homies to escape from real life

Yeah, we had it all figured out

A pocket full of pills and a forty in my mouth

But, I never should've let my best friend drive

'cause he's the reason my child will never see me alive

Damn!



Now I'm running from the scene

'cause I was caught up in the crime

It's a loaded memory

Yeah, it kills me every time

And I'm trying not to scream but it's eating me alive

I'm still haunted by the best years of

The best years of my life



All of a sudden nothing matters anymore

He lost it all, his life was scattered on the floor

And now his family's tryna pick up all the pieces

I am locked up in a box, I am a monster

I'm the reason that he's gone

Wish I could take it all back

Press rewind and take a picture of the past

Pause it, fell my heart turn black

My lungs are smoldering, I'm breathing in the ash



Now I'm running from the scene

'cause I was caught up in the crime

It's a loaded memory

Yeah, it kills me every time

And I'm trying not to scream but it's eating me alive

I'm still haunted by the best years of

The best years of my life



I'm still haunted by the best years of

The best years of my life

I'm still haunted by the best years of