I’ve been putting off for days
A visitation to your grave
The only reason I can find
Is because I’m guilty of so many matters of the mind
So little matters in my heart
You used to blame me all the time

Eventually, we fell apart



Give up, just give up

I’ll see you when I’m through, through

Give up, just give up

I’ve given up on you, you



Many years ago you said

That life alone is worth a bitch

When you were drunk, I found myself

Hanging on your every word

Fired circuits in your brain

I’ve walked on eggshells, couldn’t last

How do you cope with all your pain

When you can’t talk about your past?



Give up, just give up

I’ll see you when I’m through, through

Give up, just give up

I’ve given up on you

You’ve given up on me

Please, leave me be



Every time I breathe, the memories return to me at lighting speed

Sudden sympathy invades the very fiber of my vicious being

I remember finding you alone inside a room, calling my name

For a moment on a Monday morning, I regret running away

Know that I’m the selfish one after all the strife you made

The only way to make it right remains a question in my life

So many matters take up time, so little matters in this life

You used to blame me feeling fine, I think you know it’s all a lie



Give up, just give up

I’ll see you when I’m through, through

Give up, just give up

I’ve given up on you

You’ve given up on me

Please, leave me be