How did you do it?
How did you run away, so afraid, throw out apologies
To everyone but me
You made me feel dumb
For letting you know me, then rob me, and leaving me with the gun
Like I was the only one



And I've been taking what went wrong and owning all the truth

But I was wrong for thinking you would too



What'd I expect?

That you'd feel guilty for the way that you left

That it would break your heart to know that your friend

Isn't your friend anymore

But I'm done feeling stupid

I'm out of excuses for you



Can you teach me

How to smooth over the edges and make it all clean and nice

Compartmentalize

I'm not trying to say that

I'm just the victim and didn't get caught in the part I played

It's a heavy weight



But I've been taking what went wrong and owning all the truth

And I was wrong for thinking you would too



A broken heart makes you do crazy shit

And I've done my fair share of it

It's been brutal but I've grown a bit

Wouldn't give up anything I've learned

That doesn't mean it didn't hurt

But it's sweeter cause I know I've earned it

Yeah I've earned it



What'd I expect?

That you'd feel guilty for the way that you left

That it would break your heart to know that your friend

Isn't your friend anymore

But I'm done feeling stupid

I'm out of excuses



Yeah, I know what the truth is

And I'm out of excuses for you