I've been losing rest, I've been counting my sheep
And I’ve been taking melatonin to catch me some sleep
And I've been wasting serotonin, but, hey, at least it is free
And you could say that it’s different you’re still dead to me
And I’m an asshole, two-faced
I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace
And every single problem in my head goes two ways
That boy got a cover up girlfriend touché
Wouldn’t wanna lose me
And I’m an asshole, two-faced
I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace
And every single problem in my head goes two ways
That boy got a cover up girlfriend touché
Wouldn’t wanna lose me
She been trying to drive down the highway, six speed
I've been tryna lighten it up 'til I’m six feet
She been light drinking all night so she tipsy
Her father been spending all night wondering is she
Gonna be alright
Or is she gonna spend the night with someone
She don’t really like, it’s fucked up
She don’t really mind, it’s young love
Tell me have you ever took a shot in the dark
I took a shot to my head to match the hole in my heart
And I’m so tired, lately lying to my friends and my family
And I’m so scared to open up but I think that’s just the man in me
My head is filled with dark thoughts hooks and profanities
Been losing myself in my brand new reality
Been losing my grip, I been wasting humanity
But your boyfriend still texts 'cause I think he a fan of me
And I’m an asshole, two-faced
I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace
And every single problem in my head goes two ways
That boy got a cover up girlfriend touché
Wouldn’t wanna lose me
And I’m an asshole, two-faced
I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace
And every single problem in my head goes two ways
That boy got a cover up girlfriend touché
Wouldn’t wanna lose me