I'm losing the light given out by your heart
I'm painting these pictures inside of my mind
I hope you're still finding sleep while I lay awake
Staring at the sky
I'm losing the fight that I gained at the start
Scared of what's on the other side
The tide is approaching, the waves, they're still growing
I'm losing myself to the
Night
Paralysed
With a fear of falling when I close my eyes
I deserved a better goodbye
I deserved a better goodbye
The pain I gained
Standing by your side
In vain, you let me live a lie
How I was made to look a fool
In time, you never thought I knew
You made your mark upon my grave
Created war inside my head
You swept the wind beneath my feet
And placed your knife inside my back
Too many times I wasted my last breath on you
Wondering if it's my fault that you lost your faith in me
Did I give you reason to look at me?
Was I ever good enough for you?
Ever good enough
I drink the poison that you give
And wonder why I feel so sick
I drink the poison that you give
And wonder why I feel so sick
You make me sick
You make me fucking sick
I drink the poison that you give
I wonder why I feel so sick
You let me into your hollow heart
I thought the chance was a blessing
Too many times I wasted my last breath on you
Wondering if it's my fault that you lost your faith in me
Did I give you reason to look at me?
Was I ever good enough for you?
Ever good enough