Some people tell me that I need help
Some people can f__k off and go to hell
___ damn why they criticize me
Now shit is on the rise so my family despise me

F___ 'em and feed 'em

'Cause I don't need 'em

I won't join 'em if I can't beat 'em



They don't understand my logic

To my gat to my money and I'm hooked on chronic



I never wanted to hurt a ni___

Unless you come flexin' that trigger, I'll dig ya



That grave on the Eastside of town

Lay ya six feet underground



From man to the dust to the ashes

All I remember tell me where the cash is



Click clack barrel at my dome

Give all your loot or you ain't goin' home



But I ain't goin' out with a bang

Wadada dang, wadadada dang dang



I'm having illusions

All this confusions drivin' me mad inside

I'm having illusions

All this confusions ___kin' me up in my mind

I'm having illusions

All this confusions drivin' me mad inside

I'm having illusions

All this confusions ___kin' me up in my mind



Mother f___ers be drivin' me up the walls

Hopin' that I fall but they can lick my balls



Straight jacket, strap it

In the padded room where some punk zaggin can't hack it



Distracted from all reality

Now I'm let out on a minor technicality



Ahhh, they all f____d up now

'Cause they let _ _____ back on the street some how



I'm lookin' for someone like me

Livin' in my own world to my own degree



On the loose in the city

Lookin' at the hoe with the big ____ies lookin' at me and I feel sh____



A little tensed up gettin' hot

'Cause she looks like my girl who got smoked at the crack spot



I'm tryin' to find ways to cope

But I ain't fnikcuf 'round with the gauge or a rope



I'm having illusions

All this confusions drivin' me mad inside

I'm having illusions

All this confusions ___kin' me up in my mind

I'm having illusions

All this confusions drivin' me mad inside

I'm having illusions

All this confusions ___kin' me up in my mind



I'm havin' illusions

I'm havin' illusions

I'm havin' illusions

I'm havin' illusions

I'm havin' illusions

I'm havin' illusions

I'm havin' illusions

I'm havin' illusions