"Beg For Your Love" I think is probably the
The most vulnerable and raw song on Patterns
It actually, the, it's the demo, it's the morning that I wrote the song
That's what you hear on the record, um
I was on a retreat with the women that I made this album with
And I woke up with this song on my heart and I had these long nails on
And that morning, I literally just chopped them all off so I could play my guitar
And I put the microphone between the guitar and, and my mouth
And I just, you can hear the fire in the background
I just sang it down and I added a couple harmony tracks to it, um
And I was just so in that feeling when I wrote it
And you hear that, like you, it's, it's a vеry, it's a very raw song
And I'm proud of it because I think in Rolling Up thе Welcome Mat
There were so many women that were experiencing similar feelings
And I think this is a really important song post Welcome Mat to say
I have to honor my, my growth and I have to
Hold the line on what I know I deserve and, um
And really like trusting yourself to do that I think is a, a really pivotal part of
Healing and growth and, and relationships and, um
Yeah, this one, to me
Yeah, this one's the most emotional for me